I think I finally have found myself in a situation that I can grow in. I really like my job, but I have to tell you that my insecurities take over sometimes and I feel inadequate. I know it is in my head but it is what it is! So I have set me monthly goals and have set a calendar of sorts to pay things off. Each by-week check that is acquired gets me closer to my goal. That is what keeps me going is that goal. It will be nice to breath and not owe anybody.